{"id":30842,"date":"2024-11-14T09:25:07","date_gmt":"2024-11-14T07:25:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/onecitizendaily.com\/?p=30842"},"modified":"2024-11-14T09:25:07","modified_gmt":"2024-11-14T07:25:07","slug":"i-was-afraid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/2024\/11\/14\/i-was-afraid\/","title":{"rendered":"I WAS AFRAID"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By Ustaz Mark Bang<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>I was afraid of being rejected<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nUntil I learned to never reject myself<br \/>\nI was afraid of being abandoned<br \/>\nUntil I learned to never abandon myself<br \/>\nI was afraid of the opinions of others<br \/>\nUntil I learned that they held no more weight than my own<br \/>\nI was afraid of painful endings<br \/>\nUntil I realized that they were<br \/>\nalso new beginnings<br \/>\nI was afraid of appearing weak<br \/>\nUntil I realized how strong<br \/>\nI truly was<br \/>\nI was afraid of being seen as<br \/>\nsmall and unimportant<br \/>\nUntil I discovered my<br \/>\ntrue power and potential<br \/>\nI was afraid of being<br \/>\nperceived as ugly<br \/>\nUntil I learned to fully<br \/>\nappreciate my own beauty<br \/>\nI was afraid of failure<br \/>\nUntil I learned that<br \/>\nit was an illusion<br \/>\nWhen viewed through<br \/>\nthe eyes of love,<br \/>\ngrowth and learning<br \/>\nI was afraid of feeling low<br \/>\nUntil I learned that it was<br \/>\nthe birthplace of brilliance<br \/>\nAnd where my greatest<br \/>\ntransformation occurred<br \/>\nI was afraid of change<br \/>\nUntil I realized it was an<br \/>\ninevitable part of life<br \/>\nIn a world full of things<br \/>\ntemporary and fleeting<br \/>\nI was afraid of being alone<br \/>\nUntil I learned to fully embrace<br \/>\nand appreciate my own company<br \/>\nI was afraid of my uniqueness<br \/>\nUntil I learned that it was<br \/>\nwhere my greatness lay<br \/>\nI was afraid of the darkness<br \/>\nUntil I remembered that I was the light<br \/>\nAnd I was afraid of life<br \/>\nUntil I remembered who I was. &#8220;Public Staunchest Ally &#8221;<br \/>\nThe writer of this article is a Human rights activist, writer, and professional teacher.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Ustaz Mark Bang I was afraid of being rejected Until I learned to never reject myself I was afraid of being abandoned Until I learned to never abandon myself I was afraid of the opinions of others Until I learned that they held no more weight than my own<a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/2024\/11\/14\/i-was-afraid\/\">[Read More&#8230;]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":30843,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[87,126,4,132],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30842","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-oped","category-poem","category-politics","category-social-challenge-oped"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/Ustaz-Mark-Bang-2.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30842","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=30842"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30842\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30844,"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30842\/revisions\/30844"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/30843"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=30842"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=30842"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.onecitizendaily.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=30842"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}